One Friday Night

Going around in an endless maze could take your sanity away. When the way out is nowhere within your sight, make one. And one more thing: girls, please stay away from the bastards, they're everywhere.

Brown Sheep - Basic Rules

So my Doubutsu test says that I'm a brown sheep. Among others, it also says that I tend to not so easily give up on things. It reminds me of several basic rules that my mind possesses since I was a little girl, which develop by themselves as I grow older. 

First: a girl (or woman) cannot, may not and must not give 100% of whatever you may want to call it, heart or mind or trust or whatever, to one boy (or man). I believe that my own mother is the first person to take into account for being the source of my first rule. But then again, what good is a rule if it doesn't have an escape clause? 100% is acceptable for certain period of time. Afterwards, take some back, they're yours to keep. 

Second: girls are too complicated. Too complicated is never nice. Avoid being one. But bear in mind that every once in a while, complication is necessary to remind some people around you that you're absolutely not the person they would like to mess around with. The reasonable ratio is probably 30:70. Feel free to determine yourself which one is for which. 

Third: do not (ever) try too hard for anything in this world, but try hard enough. You know your limit, honesty is the key (including to yourself). 

I write this as I listen to When Did You Fall (In Love With Me) by Chris Rice. I should've listened to Mrs. Cold by Kings of Convenience instead. 

Macaroni (cont'd)

A well known prophet at that time, a wise and kindhearted Karai, once told Mimzy a secret: the only thing that could save King Pepperoni is Princess Skyla's love. Mimzy doesn't understand what love is nor has she felt it before in her entire life. Mimzy knows that she's is safe and sound whenever her beloved friends are around and she immediately thinks "Oh, that must be love!".

Well, despite Mimzy's lack of understanding, she totally knows that Princess Skyla, a beautiful young lady with a heart made of the coldest and hardest stone on earth, hates the King to her bones for the King once broke her heart.

To be continued.

God of Wine

The heart doesn't tell lies, because it doesn't have the ability to do so. It's your mind who always does.

So tomorrow's Christmas eve. I don't know what I want. I don't want anything.

Given the entrance, who gave the statement, the heart or the mind?

Love,

The Robot

Black

When all colors fade and you see nothing but black.

Macaroni

Mimzy the owl, Sharky the shark, Wolfie the wolf, Poly the bear and Spiderilla the spider are best buddies. They grew together in a kingdom called Macaroni. During the reign of King Pepperoni, people of Macaroni were living in great prosperity, until one day King Pepperoni's cousin, Lord Bacon, betrayed the King. Lord Bacon poisoned the King with a high concentrate of acid, chilli, pepper mixed with black spell he got from Alakazam, the witch. The King died. To be continued.

Sea Sick

It was a tough one, the weekend getaway I just had. 14 hours on the road, followed by 7 hours on the sea, I would have arrived at JFK should i had taken an airplane. It was worth the breathtaking view of islands in Karimun Jawa, though.

Now that I'm back in the capital city, it feels weird that there was a time during the sea trip when I would be willingly give all I have only to arrive safely (and quickly!) in the island. The waves have successfully pull out all guts I have left in me that I never felt so close to death (hopefully I'm not being too exaggerating, I believe my friend Dini would agree with me). Having survived the trip has given me a new level of confidence and the following reminders: (1) God owns the universe, never the vice versa and (2) always fly when you can fly.